mona
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« Reply #1 on: April 08, 2008, 11:33:08 AM » |
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Dear Azure, You got the attunement very well and there is nothing bad if you couldn't feel any sensation. There are yet many subtle sensations you could not rekon or they just lacked! All went just fine, the attunement was very strong and, in time, by doing selfhealing daily and learning how to relax yourself totally you will feel those sensations. I also wanna let you know that the energy follows our thought, our mind, so when you will be more experienced by selfhealing, those sensations will amply until you will be able feel them. This was also the reason I told you that we need to make the attunements for each and every level apart. In a way, maybe the lack of sensations were also meant to be, to make you aware that for every small thing we need to put efforts, by working hard, learning and sacrificing from our pretious time... A good news is that you are not blocked in your energetic channels (to make the sensations too strong, so all went smooth and nice), but the single blockage I have found in you was and still is into your mind level (corresponding to your third eye chakra). So by trying to keep things under control, without learning how to surrender yourself totally to the power of the Highest Source (or God, or how you name it) you will feel inhibitted to get the perception of your body's sensations. I also scanned you a bit through our first emails exchange and, by opening myself up totally to you I felt you could not, I felt as you put a mental blockage/shield, like you wanted protect yourself from too much opening... Well, without being able trust your Reiki Master/Teacher, without giving him/her your credit, the things cannot work too well for your learning process as a Reiki student. I was always a very opened girl and, having a very very hard life, doing huge sacrifices and living a kiling pain for so so many years, instead to become more cautious, i became stronger, selfconfident, opened to the others and I started learn how to truly love myself to be able accept and love the others in the same manner. It was a hard road, but effective and.. made me feel alive and to love life and people, revealing inside me the huge needing to help people around. As I told you in one of my previous emails, you are such a nice warm soul, and all what you need is to get your guts and stop feeling so circumspective (cautious) besides people around you. Well, thanks God, there are yet people who can give, who can share out of love, with the purest and selfishless purposes, I learnt that not all people are sharing/giving something by expecting something selfish back. So, please enjoy this evening the attunement, and at beginning I recommend you to start drawing with your finger on each of your palms the CHO-KU-REI symbol, also on your forehead. Also imagine how the energies are spining as a spiral from your toes up to your head chakra, work effective with your mind to help the energy follow your mind (thought) and to learn in time how to master it. Once again I kindly ask you to be very very patient, to just let the things happen (because you have NO control over this more than just your LOVE AND INTENT), ok, dear friend?
I am looking forward for your soon answer, wishing you all the best!
Endless love, Mona
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